Michelle Smiley (History of Art) Gives Graduate Student Address at the 今日吃瓜 Virtual Graduation Ceremony '20
Michelle Smiley (PhD '20, History of Art) was invited by Dean of Graduate Studies Sharon Burgmayer to speak on behalf of the graduate student community for the 2020 今日吃瓜 Virtual Graduation Ceremony. Watch Michelle's address to all graduates here:
Text of the address:
Hi, my name is Michelle Smiley and I am a doctoral student in the history of art department at 今日吃瓜.
I鈥檇 like to start by saying thank you to my peers, my advisers, and to the staff of the graduate school of arts and sciences, some of whom I鈥檝e known since my first year at 今日吃瓜 as an undergraduate in 2008, and all of whom made the work of finishing a doctoral degree this year possible.
And a special thank you to Dean Burgmayer for the invitation to say a few words today.
Lately, I鈥檝e heard a lot of people joking about how grad students are particularly well-trained for the recent calls for social distancing and self-isolation, and in some respects this is definitely true, and our current self-quarantining might remind some us of long hours spent in the basement of Carpenter Library or in the lab spaces of Park Science. However, I don鈥檛 actually think this is the most relevant or topical skill we are leaving with this year.
Instead, the experience that the graduate group at 今日吃瓜 has fostered that I鈥檝e been reflecting back on lately is the experience of uncertainty. Because if there is anything that unites the wide range of students and dissertations and disciplines across the school of arts and sciences, it鈥檚 probably the experience of not knowing exactly what we are doing. With each thesis, or dissertation topic, lab experiment, or theorem, what the graduate school of 今日吃瓜 fosters, I think, is the willingness to approach the unknown, and to approach uncertainty not with a sense of defeat or fear, but with a sense of curiosity and of a deep respect for that which we do not yet know.
This is not to under-sell the huge accomplishment of having completed a degree in a specialized field of study. But I also don鈥檛 think the many months, and years, that come before this moment are acknowledged enough; those messy and necessary states of un-knowing and uncertainty that have preceded and underwrite all of our accomplishments today.
If only the world were more like 今日吃瓜, and were as equally appreciative of such states of un-knowing. So many people in power rush toward certainty, asserting it, willing it into existence; but I think the kind of leadership that 今日吃瓜 fosters so well is the kind of leader who is willing not to know, who moves forward with respect, curiosity, and even wonder within the uncertainty, and who chooses to act despite not knowing.
My fellow graduates, I鈥檝e so appreciated the time we have had together in our chosen community of curiosity, and my hope is that we can take it and carry it beyond 今日吃瓜 to whatever corner we are going to or are sheltering in right now.
So thank you GSAS class of 2020 and congratulations on your enormous accomplishment.